Unprecedented times. Perfect for exploring your complete submission to Straight Alpha Men!
I’ve been lucky so far this year. Despite lock-down in the UK, i still manage to serve a Straight Alpha man all day every day. He was here when the lock-down began and didn’t leave!
This particular Alpha is pretty consistent. Not phased by adapting to the circumstances he finds himself in, capable of self-management, before I knew it, he’d set up a home gym in the garden, using some light free-weights, ropes and the wooden frame on the side of the treehouse he’d already built when things were normal.
It’s a treehouse in the sense it’s a house in a tree. But of course it’s designed with other things in mind. It’s dry inside, there are windows on one side, an entrance hall with a partition and a bar-style window on one side, solid wall with no window on the other. There’s a hole in the floor in one corner which leads to a covered ‘basement’ underneath where I see a rack and various tying apparatus. And as we speak he’s fitting a ceramic urinal above the hole.
It hasn’t been said or even implied this may become where I live, I doubt that’s what he has in mind. But anything’s possible with an Alpha.
He’s not my owner. I’ve recently become contracted to a new Alpha, a straight footballer (that’s ‘Soccer player’ to the Yanks) with professional experience, and an utterly ruthless determination to milk inferiors for all they’re worth. And they’re in no short supply!
How I became contracted so quickly I’m not entirely sure. It was his idea. Once I’d confessed to him my history, I think he wanted to test out if what i was telling him was true. It’s a bit out there when a straight man first comes across a hypnotised Sub who cannot refuse straight men’s instructions.
A few orders fulfilled and he decided I was his. That was that, I signed the contract and now I don’t know what the future holds.
I don’t need to know. He is a real Alpha. He really will know best as things unfold what’s best for me, for him, for the world. And I submit. That’s what I was born to do.
The first time I meet him it’s a car wash he has demanded. Cleaning his car in front of his work place, his builder colleagues milling about, straight Alphas every single one. And they know. I can tell they know that I’m a Sub. He’s probably told them. They don’t exactly treat me differently, it’s just there’s a vibe. Like when I’m around they’re aware, and they’re conscious of everything I do or say. Almost like they’re waiting to see how a faggot behaves, unsure whether it’ll be obvious with everything i do or if it’s hidden behind the facade of normality, barely perceptible to them if they hadn’t been prepped.
There’s a genuine sense of uncharted territory and mystery in the air, and it seems to me it’s because each and every one is curious about what they might be able to do, say or experience. I feel like a 21st century muse. Some kind of living breathing focal point for one of the defining questions of our time. What is a man? What is an Alpha? And what do they do when they have an inferior so clearly willing to submit? Even Inferiors can dream.
As an increasingly open inferior, I’ve learned that the more straightforward you are about what you really think and feel, the easier and faster it becomes to do what you are born to do.
Part of my journey this year has been to openly serve as many straight or bi men as decide they want to use me. Until owned, it is liberating to enjoy the freedom to let go and simply be a man-servant, a tool and an object for a real man’s designs. The more you submit and accept total power exchange the more skilled you become in identifying the needs of an Alpha intuitively, and providing exactly what he needs.
And very recently I’ve begun to serve a younger Alpha, who responded to my invitation to use me however he wants to, with real interest. Inexperienced at dominating a man, this 19 year old who shall remain anonymous, is for all intents and purposes interested in women, and therefore mostly straight. However a sure-fire sign of his Alpha status is the fact that he tries stuff just to see what he likes and doesn’t care even one iota what anyone really thinks of what he does. As he pointed out to me last night after fucking a Milf with her husband present, he had no real interest in the man hated it when he tried to tell him what to do, but loved fucking the crap out of his wife and would go again anytime, despite the fact some dude is in the room. This was the first time he’d played with a couple, and at the age of 19 he seems so confident and certain of everything he does that you’d simply never know he’s a novice.
Me being the faggot I’m becoming, and having served older more experienced straight men long-term, I can see just how fantastic this young man will be as he grows, not just as an Alpha, but as a human being. So for me to be permitted to serve him is different from anything I’ve done before and an opportunity like no other. Obviously, I’m putting my faggot heart and soul into it.
This turned me to thinking about how I could help him become more of what he so obviously already is. My initial approach was way too eager, suggesting this asking that, almost like I’d forgotten my place altogether. But after I calmed down a little I could see that what I needed to do was be patient and offer small but helpful suggestions only when appropriate, enjoying what a real man does naturally and letting him lead the way.
So I thought I’d put down in writing some things that seem to me to be useful things a new dominant might benefit from reading, if they’ve got an interest in the mind of a faggot and want to control it as effectively as possible right from the start.
And it’s a complicated question in some ways. Because yes there are some tried and tested methods that work for some faggots some of the time. But often, a fag will run away or try to escape when things seem too challenging or scary. And part of the process of truly breaking a fag, is to help them reach a place where running away seems like the worse option, and surrendering to their fate is really the only choice, in the end.
Hardcore as that sounds, it is I think, at the root of how to control a fag long term, and for life. It does choose to keep following it’s path as the path unfolds before it, but ultimately, a fag needs showing the way. And sometimes needs pushing. Or dragging. It’s genuinely what’s best for it in the long run. An Alpha knows this deep down as does the fag. And it’s a question for the Alpha how gently or forcefully he leads the Fag along it’s inevitable path to servitude.
So for a new straight, or bi Alpha god, who wants to control a fag long term, I offer freely this advice.
Understand from the very beginning, that deep down, that fag wants you to control it. It thinks about you hurting it. It thinks about it’s powerless in front of you, how vulnerable it is if you decided to destroy it. It wants you to take it over. It will change it’s mind at different times, naturally. It will struggle. It will scream. It will beg. It will cry. And might even fight or try to run. But it’s basically fighting with itself not entirely with you. It’s really a battle between it’s own misplaced desire for self-preservation, and it’s deep – seated need to surrender that power of it’s preservation, to an Alpha. There’s no getting around this. It’s where the process can butt up against society’s norms and acceptable practices time and again. But there’s a truth here that an Alpha will see for himself as he walks his own journey of Alpha-hood. And needs to be at the core of the whole process at least silently in the mind of the Alpha.
A fag is motivated by sexual desire. A fag is also motivated by a desire to seek an Alpha’s approval in whatever tiny way he might manage it. These are two pillars of motivating a fag. Think about whether you’re going to allow it either. And if you are, under what circumstances and why. You can drive a fag near insane by refusing it what it needs. And it’s a very effective means of control, to hold back what it says it wants. Probably ultimately self-defeating if the inferior can seek what it needs elsewhere. But you don’t have to be fair about when it is or if it is ever allowed what it wants. In fact a truly broken fag may even give up it’s desire and need altogether if you make it. Some dominants like that. Some prefer to allow the fag it’s motivations. It keeps them loyal and also motivates them to be the best it can be. It gains a sense of satisfaction from the fact it does everything it does just to please it’s Alpha. This is going to be a decision for you as the Alpha and under developed fags often benefit from more satisfaction just to keep it on the path.
What you do on any day, can change however you want it to. A fag does need routine and tasks, if you want to get the best out of it. But ultimately, the ONLY thing that really matters as an Alpha, is what you want as the Alpha.
You may not get everything perfectly the way you want it early on. Don’t worry about it. A fag will forget things pretty quickly if you make it, and motivate it. So even if you don’t think that everything you’re doing / not doing is perfectly executed, doesn’t matter. Just keep upping your own game.
Now I could list out a whole host of activities that the fag may already have in it’s mind or that it’s already experienced. But honestly, you can find all sorts of stuff about what gets done to fags on the web in general. Some of it is more extreme than what I’ve come across in daily fag life, but again, it’s going to be up to you how you approach it, and that should be according to what you WANT. So I’ll stop here and maybe add a new blog soon about activities that fags often expect or look for signs of, to help it understand it’s a fag and that it’s owner is truly Alpha. For now, feel free to hit me up for any reason. I’m at your disposal. And thank you for reading.